WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT ?!

I DON´T KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME THAT TIME.
I GO EARLY 2 BED AND WAKE UP AT 5 AM IN THE MORNING.
I FEEL DOWN AND ANGRY. I HATE THAT SO MUCH. YESTERDAY I THINK ABOUT 2 GO OUT, BUT THATS ALL SO BORING, HOPE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. EVERY TIME THE SAME F****** ACTION.
MY STOMACH IS DOING UNUSUAL BAD SOUNDS. GRMPF !
MAYBE I AM STILL IN LOVE ? CAN´T BELEAVE THAT REALY.
SO AT THIS EARLY TIMES I HAVE 2 WRITE SOMETHING, IN THE PAST I OFTEN DO MUSIC AT THIS SICK ZOMBIETIMES ... UUU MAN, THAT WAS ALWAYS SO STRANGE, GOT UP SO EARLY, WAKE UP DA MAC FROM SLEEPMODE AND EXPERIENCE MELODIES AND HEAVY BASSDRUMS ...
WHO NEEDS THAT NOW ? KNOW WHAT I MEAN ?
THAT´S THE WAY OF LIFE OF ARTISTS "OUT OF CONTROL" ;)
WHERE IS MY NORMAL LIFE ? BETTER BEEN IN THE CLUB ?
I JUST WANT A WOMAN CLOSE 2 ME ...